It does not feel good to be a very sexual being and have no physical, emotional, mental, and psychological outlet to pursue these desires and feelings…

I feel that I am stuck in limbo between not wanting to feed into the cost of oppression of being seen as only wanting sexual activities and actually being deprived of all sexual activity.

I have not touched a woman in a sexual way in a very long time…

I desire to very often, yet the opportunity rarely comes up, or if the slightest one does show promise, I do not pursue it. This battle with my sexual being that I currently starve within me is slowly destroying my thoughts of even finding someone that will truly make me happy, in addition to destroying the thought of ever having a positive sexual experience ever again.

  1. whispersweetnothingz reblogged this from blunthought
  2. nooneknowsnothing said: Hard…
  3. cynique reblogged this from blunthought and added:
    this so much. ;~;
  4. summer-and-cinnamon said: my daily struggle ..
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  6. frodoebaggins said: Yeah, join the club homebwah.
  7. lissoetry said: Your intellectual thoughts are such a turn on.
  8. unadulteratedconcept said: join. the. club.
  9. tyece reblogged this from blunthought and added:
    alone sweetheart
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